He never knew he Loved Her

  He'd sat by her for days, for weeks, for months , he had sat by her all year 

  He'd never missed a day talking to her ,

  "Hold Her Hands and Never Let go " were the words that echoed in his mind 

   But he never did listen to those words ...

  For She had so much love on him , so much that could even bring the whole world on her feet 

  She asked him,"Why are you so cold to me ? Why?" 

  If only he had turned back at that moment, if he'd smiled and said Sorry to her.

  He looked at her , in his peripheral view , she looked like a kicked puppy , staring at the floor 

  He just turned away , trying to ignore the little voice in his head 

  "She's beautiful, and she likes you.Give her a chance" but he ignored it.

   When he rode the train , he saw the seat next to him empty , sitting there all alone was he 

   Just yesterday she'd sat there smiling back at him with all the love she had in her heart 

  He just moved away from her , he didn't smile back , he just gazed sulkily out the window

  He pushed her away. She looked so sad , but he didn't care .

  She did everything for him , but he didn't care .

  He got so locked on his thought and never did he give her a chance 

  Her Love was so immense that just showered like a storm upon him 

  He couldn't bear it , but all he did was ignore it .

  Yes , He broke her heart a million times by now 

  But she never gave up, maybe that's what people call True Love 

  Often He was startled by the sound of his voice  ' You Love her '

   He shook his head 'No' But he knew he was lying 

  He lied to her all the time saying 'No' to her , 

  But it was 'Yes' all along 

  She was so hurt that she nomore looked into his heart ,

  She couldn't hear what his heart was saying all along ..

  Yes, it's his fault , he'd been there, watched her , seen her sadness ,her loneliness

  like his , and he hadn't done anything . 

  She tried to get close , to feel wanted , and he hadn't allowed her that ,

  He didn't save her heart from breaking , He didn't save her ...

  Her Voice haunted his sleep , sometimes she was there too 

  smiling and holding his hand , she always led him to her cold gray stone in the cemetery, 

 Then she disappeared.. Her Sadness reappearing as she faded , but he always went with her .

 When He woke up , he would sadly stare at the mirror in front of his bed , 

 He stared at it till he saw her face and then he cried " I'm sorry , so so sorry , I didn't know i loved you , but i did , I loved you so much , but i couldn't let myself Love you " .

Then that sweet illusion would fade , and he'd be all alone again ,

' You didn't have to be alone , you could've had her ' the voice whispered 

He remembered everyday , every conversation , every time he stared at her lips, or listened to her soft voice, and every time he pretended she didn't exist , ' You should be happy now , now you don't have to pretend , she's gone ' the voice mocked him and he knew it was true , 

He felt it inside , the heavy cold weight of her loss , how he'd lost his chance of really loving her, 

if only , he hadn't ignored her , if only he'd let himself love her , a tear ran down his cheek as his voice said ' you killed her '  He now wishes he'd realized what she means to him , before she died , to him , because he never knew he loved her ..   

' I never knew that i was in love , and when i knew , it was too late .. I'm so sorry , I love you ' He said....