Sunday, April 22, 2012

               Broken Dreams,Shattered Hopes and the Stalemate Pursuit of Happiness which makes you feel that there is no ' I ' in Happiness , These words make the emotions that are Inevitable in our Lives . Growing up, we have always wanted to grow up faster, always wanted to have things that our Parents had which we didn't. Like when i was 12 ,I wanted to grow a mustache and be cool like my Dad and I'm Pretty sure that I'm not the only one with such funny wishes. But little do we know then that Growing up is something that kills the kid inside. It introduces us to the world, to its bittersweet harsh realities that makes us wish we wanna grow back to being a kid again. Our Parents always protected us, They taught us everything but they didn't teach us how hard life can be without them protecting us and how broken a heart can feel. Its irony yet true that the Hardest part is to Wake up when you are Dreaming with a Broken Heart.
               Waking up from the Dream of a Broken Heart is something that we should do ourselves, it is not something that is taught to us and it is definitely not something that someone can help you through all the way. Our heart is never meant to be played like a Thing.But when it is played with, It gets broken, ripped off and torn , its as simple as that and that leaves our life completely different than what we had before that happened. Love in our Life is unconditional but the relationships are not. As undeniable as it can be, Life is more than Friendship and Love, though those are the only things which matter to us. The World is never gonna be all sunshine and rainbows , It does indeed have a cruel nasty shade to it. It keeps hitting you, It keeps bringing you down on your knees and if you let it, it will keep you there forever. Experience teaches us that in the end it doesn't matter how hard we get hit but its how we take it and get on with it and move forward. No pain No gain and It's really hard for us to notice where we are going right now with our life filled with 90% monotony and 10% excitement. If you know what you are worth, then go out there and  get what you're worth. If you wanna get it , get hit and move forward never mind the pointing fingers. Those fingers belong to the worthless , They just point at you and say that you cannot do what they failed to do and They just whine on and on.Start believing in what's within you. Define yourself, Find yourself and don't let anyone stick a finger at you and tell you , you are no good.
                 I was lost within my own heart drenched with Fear, Lack of confidence and Fingers pointed at me saying I'm useless and not worth a shit, I took that hit badly, It brought me to my knees and It kept me there but it ain't gonna hold me down no more. I was lost everyday with nothing to hold on and I'm tired of waiting for someone to come and bring light to my world of darkness and each time I crawl out of it , I get stuck with people who pull me back into the shadows only to be enveloped by darkness once more. We all have had a broken heart and Its not the end of the World. When we find ourselves helpless, we do tend to search for something or someone to blame on and not on ourselves but it ain't supposed to be that way. Cowards do that and You know that you are better than that We should never be afraid to take the hit.Why don't we just come out and say Bring It On..Be who you are and not what this f******* world wants you to be. Never Lose yourself within the shadows of your own heart that is broken, Fix it, Glue it,Do whatever you are supposed to do to bring the You again , You are not dead yet remember that , Live just don't exist , Make every moment your own , Happiness is something to be pursued , pursue it , It comes from within, Find it and LIVE...
              

1 comment:

  1. a complete wowwwwww :):):) all of us go through this.. and i was able to relate myself to every line.. and i loved that 90% monotony and 10% excitement.. thats just reality.. i felt like screaming 'YESSS' 'EXACTLY' to almost every line that i read :):) please dont give a long break.. awaiting your next one :)

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